Am I Normal Yet?

By Holly Bourne

5/5

The first thing that I loved about this book is that a tackled a mental illness that is often overlooked and that no one but the sufferer truly knows the extent of. I haven’t read many books on mental health but those that I have read have discussed depression and anxiety, which are no less important than any other mental illness, but I feel as though people are more aware of them and understand them better than other illnesses. I think many of us will be guilty, at some point, of dismissing OCD as just wanting things to be clean and tidy, and even saying things such as, “oh, my bedroom always has to be clean. I’m so OCD!” I’ll admit that I am guilty of this, despite knowing that OCD is so much more, and reading this book has really opened my eyes to what those with OCD suffer with and I’ve come to realise that they are incredibly brave people.

While this book is incredibly sad as you watch Evie’s illness spiral out of control, it is also very uplifting as she has true friends that make her laugh and feel “normal.” Evie, Amber and Lottie calls themselves “The Spinster Club” and they discuss feminism and how boys do not know how to treat girls properly, something which Evie experiences first-hand as she goes on a couple of dates in an effort to make herself “normal.” The family dynamic is also really important in this book as it shows how mental illness affects those around you. My favourite character in the book is Rose, Evie’s younger sister, how is incredibly wise for her age and the sort of person you would want fighting your corner. Rose also goes through her own problems throughout the book and I feel this is what makes her a better sister to Evie because, to some extent, she understands what Evie has gone through.

I would highly recommend this book to everyone and I honestly believe it should be a mandatory read as so many people are dismissive of OCD and I think it would really change people’s perceptions if they read this book to understand what people who suffer with OCD really go through.